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Unknown LoveDoes the pain  Ever go away?  Of seeing your face  Day after day  Will you ever know  The depths I take  To try and show  We could be great  Do you see  The lies inside  That torture me  And this life?   
But you’ll never see  You’ll never want me  And I’ll always be  Here for you to believe  I would die for you  Take my life at your word  But that won’t matter to you  And I’ll fade in your world   
The anger I show  The hate I feel  It’s not for you  But because of me  I love you  More than just friends   Unknown Love
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His World -for Kurt Cobain-Listen to the words  Depressed boy  Listen to the world  Emotional boy  Listen to the truth  Sad child  Listen to the drug  Bad child   
Here’s my life  Take it from me  Here’s my life  Give it back to me   
Here’s my life  Take it from me  Here’s my life  Give it back to me   
Here’s my life  Take it from me  Here’s my life  Give it back to me   
Listen to the chorus  Lonely boy  Listen to the whores  Stoned boy  Listen to the music  Angry child  Listen to the abused  Suicidal child   His World -for Kurt Cobain-
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Taking It To HeartAt the dinner table  Late in the night  My father told me a fable  Of an angry demise   
It started with a young man  Bold and strong  Forced to work the land  For so very long   
And in the years to come  He would say  I wish that bright sun  Would’ve blown away   
All those times he worked  To try for his dreams  And in the end he had  Cut his throat clean   
And the moral says  At least to me  That I should stay  Away from my dreams  I’m fighting for a life  That I want for me  But it’s suicide  To follow g Taking It To Heart
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Sun Aug 8, 2004, 8:31 PM
fuck

i hate this shit, really

do u ppl know how hard it is to find out u love the girl that's been close to you for so long? then have her tell u she likes ur friend? its horrible...its a knife cutting ur heart out. its something NO ONE should go through. but it's something I went through.

she doesnt read this, ever...in fact i tried to get her to read a song i wrote for her and she couldnt even do that...oh well i guess.

but it fuckin sucks. i love the girl more than i liked the first one...sarah...pfft, shes nothing now. SHE's everything. i would give up so much for her, i cant tell you what i'd do. but im obviously not her "type"...i dont look good enough...im not playful enough...i'm NEVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYFUCKINBODY! and i'll STILL END UP SENDING ROSES FOR HER BIRTHDAY. DAMNIT

woo, there goes all of tom's words. all of the finding of the inner peace. it's all down the drain now. nirvana sounds more beautiful than anything else right now. god i hate the world and how it works. but it doesnt matter. she'll never see. never. i would do anything just for her to give me a chance...but i never get it. not from sarah...not from kayla...and not from her. didnt even feel like she SAW ME at busch gardens today. whenever i was up there with them i was ignored and the other two guys got all the attention...but whenever i fell behind so i wouldnt have to be ignored...and i put myself in the ignored position...i was pulled back up to be with them. and to feel the ignoring. im pretty sure she doesnt know how much i care, but she tells me she "loves me" almost every day. and i hate it. it kills me that she'll never say it in the way she means it. NEVER. but i guess some battles u just cant win. bollocks. bollocks this all to hell. bollocks me to hell.
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  • Current Residence: Virginia
  • Interests: Writing, Watching Movies, Music, BUFFY/ANGEL
  • Favourite movie: The Last Samurai
  • Favourite band or musician: Smile Empty Soul
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite poet or writer: Shakespeare and Stephen King...haha great combo
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*WaltinaChan Sep 28, 2009, 1:12:19 PM
Amy Lee in Evanescence made a really cool version of Heart Shaped Box too. :meow:

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I am me, and nothing can change that.
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There's always darkness hiding in the light, but there's never light hiding in the darkness.
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~Finkels May 31, 2008, 12:50:50 AM
DID YOU BECOME AN HERO?
GOOD CHOICE.
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TAG UR IT! THIS IS A SEXYY TRAIN IF U RECIEVE THIS IT MEANS
UR FREAKIN SEXY.... IF U GET THIS BACK UR EVEN
SEXIERR...SEND THIS TO 10 PEOPLE....IF U BREAK THIS CHAIN U
WILL HAVE BAD SEX FOR THE NEXT 30 YEARS.....GOODLUCK

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I'm a black rose, in your bouquet of white:blackrose:
Hell is so beautiful that it would torment an angel to insanity
William Blake
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~xladyaprilx Nov 14, 2004, 3:05:17 AM
I love Kurt Cobain, no naturally I clicked on your Avatar. I really dig your page! I have a friend in that moved to Williamsburg, and I noticed that you were there too. Neato.

I'm :lock: inside of your :heart: shaped box for weeks...

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~xladyaprilx Nov 14, 2004, 3:06:15 AM
no = so. I hate typos. :giggle:

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~sweetfire Aug 13, 2004, 4:55:44 AM
tis nice to know there are other people that live in williamsburg with talent other than shopping :nod:...

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~even when im in a crowd, i am alone...~
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~darknessincarnate21 Aug 12, 2004, 10:44:39 AM
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ownage...

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:spotlight-left:Whatever happened to the young man's heart? Swallowed by pain as he slowly fell apart...:spotlight-right:

"Will you fight the white men?"

"Yes...if they come here..."

"Why?"

"Because they come to destroy what I
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~Amadrierith Aug 7, 2004, 11:28:41 AM
hey vj, SIGN IN! lol, to AIM i mean. You better not quit writing, i'll get very very sad if ya do! ;)

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I'm a black rose, in your bouquet of white:blackrose:
Hell is so beautiful that it would torment an angel to insanity
William Blake
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~darknessincarnate21 Aug 1, 2004, 8:29:22 PM
~darknessincarnate21
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OWNAGE! :penguin:

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:spotlight-left:Whatever happened to the young man's heart? Swallowed by pain as he slowly fell apart...:spotlight-right:

"Will you fight the white men?"

"Yes...if they come here..."

"Why?"

"Because they come to destroy what I
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