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Unknown Love by darknessincarnate21, literature

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Unknown Love

Does the pain Ever go away? Of seeing your face Day after day Will you ever know The depths I take To try and show We could be great Do you see The lies inside That torture me And this life? But you'll never see You'll never want me And I'll always be Here for you to believe I would die for you Take my life at your word But that won't matter to you And I'll fade in your world The anger I show The hate I feel It's not for you But because of me I love you More than just friends I'll die for you In the very end But I hate myself For loving you I wish I'd tell You this too But you'll never see You'll never want me

His World -for Kurt Cobain- by darknessincarnate21, literature

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His World -for Kurt Cobain-

Listen to the words Depressed boy Listen to the world Emotional boy Listen to the truth Sad child Listen to the drug Bad child Here's my life Take it from me Here's my life Give it back to me Here's my life Take it from me Here's my life Give it back to me Here's my life Take it from me Here's my life Give it back to me Listen to the chorus Lonely boy Listen to the whores Stoned boy Listen to the music Angry child Listen to the abused Suicidal child Here's my life Take it from me Here's my life Give it back to me Here's my life Take it from me Here's my life Give it back to me Here's my life Take it from m

Taking It To Heart by darknessincarnate21, literature

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Taking It To Heart

At the dinner table Late in the night My father told me a fable Of an angry demise It started with a young man Bold and strong Forced to work the land For so very long And in the years to come He would say I wish that bright sun Would've blown away All those times he worked To try for his dreams And in the end he had Cut his throat clean And the moral says At least to me That I should stay Away from my dreams I'm fighting for a life That I want for me But it's suicide To follow greed So here I am The scars still show I may be a man But no one knows I'm working so hard My hands are numb And now I start To feel li

Sweet Innocence -Revised Vers- by darknessincarnate21, literature

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Sweet Innocence -Revised Vers-

There's a girl I know Who has a cheery glow And in the blackest days I can always say She'll always be there Dreams in the night Of gleaming light But there is no lie These bright lights Aren't brighter than her The starts that shine In the dark so intertwined But there is no lie These stars tonight Aren't prettier than her But she doesn't know what she is And she doesn't know what she deserves And everything that she gives Will all come back one day to her There's a girl I know Who's been so low Been to the top And been dropped But she's way too good In the day light breeze And the glimmering sea I see her face in

Unacceptable Truth by darknessincarnate21, literature

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Unacceptable Truth

I hate the way We can't trust anyone I hate the way We can't trust ourselves I despise the way We love someone And then we say There's someone else We are liars We are frauds We are haters We are gods This is a Hipocracy Cause we'll die For money Steal and cheat Kill and bribe Too many deceits Not enough time Look and see This is us This is me This is you Fuck the world Fuck what you mean Fuck all your words We aren't free I'm sick of the power That kills our souls And the beautiful flower That burns and smolders I'm tired of the politics Controlling our lives Giving us bullshit reasons And cheating their wi

Syren by darknessincarnate21, literature

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Syren

Should I take up all the blame And strap it to my shoulders? Then will you stop your ugly game Could you be any colder? Should I beg my apologies? Crawl on my hands and knees Then will you forgive me Or do you want me to bleed? Well fuck what you want from me And fuck what you think I need You're nothing but a disease Fading away in my memory Should I be convenient? Only here when you need me Is my reason for breathing To just make you happy? Should I act like I'm fine Ignoring all the problems inside Well I don't think its right I was there for you wasn't I? Well fuck what you want from me And fuck what you think I need

My Friend by darknessincarnate21, literature

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My Friend

My friend do you remember The times we shared The good and the bad We were a great pair My friend do you know How much you were to me? I was always there for you Even if you weren't for me My friend do you see The future I saw We are friends til the end Til our lives were gone Friendship's a two way lane You've got to work with me This ain't just a game This is a lesson in reality Maybe I put too much trust Into what we used to hold Now I think I must Burn my treasured gold My friend do you remember The days I cherish most The talks we had together These things I miss the most My friend do you know All the tears I cri

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Not Fade Away by darknessincarnate21, literature

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Not Fade Away

Every day it gets worse The hours inch by And I watch wearily As life flies by While the sun dies And the darkness lives Controlled in power Only by the moon Shadows of fear Sweep over my body and mind Infecting me again Taking me again I sit by and watch Unable to act As everything moves on As everything changes People change The world changes Life changes Existence becoming worthless Pollution infecting the Earth Chaos controlling life Greed and power corrupting people Causing terror and strife But it comes back to me Back to my desires My wish to be different To make a difference All that I felt was real Thrown

Always and Forever by darknessincarnate21, literature

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Always and Forever

I want you to know How you make me feel But words can't describe What you mean to me I want to hold you Hold you tight in my arms And kiss all your worries away Away into time But these things are too difficult Too hard for me to say And so writing them down Is my way of saying I love how you laugh I love how you smile I love how you say the cutest things And stand up for what is right I love your blonde hair You ocean blue eyes I love how I feel When you look into my eyes Do you dream? Like I dream? Do you see us Holding each other tightly As the night passes by As the moon shines bright As the stars twinkle in the

In the Eyes of the Dark Prince by darknessincarnate21, literature

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In the Eyes of the Dark Prince

Life is hell Is what he believes And with this thought He whimpers on his knees While the cynical dreams And lonely spiders Blanket his mind at night Grasping him tighter His day is our night And our day is his king In the presence of this master He's crying and quivering Forever in the dark There is no enlightening beam Nothing to help him see Nothing to comfort him There is no sense of right Only a sense of wrong And knowing this He believe he doesn't belong An outcast to society Is he a danger? Or is he a savior? Maybe just a crazy stranger The world doesn't see him As he sees himself To them he is a troubled teen

Because of You by darknessincarnate21, literature

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Because of You

Too hard to forget Don't want to anyways The memory of that night Will always stay I entered the room So dim, couldn't see I looked around for her Then you saw me People dancing all around I wanted to dance too Didn't know how though Didn't want to look like a fool Knowing you wouldn't laugh I asked you to dance I had to try once And you said yes I didn't notice it before But you were more than I could see And as you took my hand I felt a feeling inside me Wasn't something I could explain Or something I could describe It was something weird though It was like a sign And as we danced away I looked into your face I fel

The Spark by darknessincarnate21, literature

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The Spark

It takes me over again And I can't escape the though That it's getting even harder To remember what I've been taught The more I see The more I feel The more I understand The wasn't meant to be I breathe Hear Taste And smell Loneliness It is everything about me It is everything that is me Sure you've heard this before But I'm different Surrounded now Circled by friends Still can't feel I'm still lonely A disease now Conquering me Invading my mind Becoming me I am loneliness An image of mystery And insanity Melded into one Might as well be dead My soul is gone And I hate it because I want the spark back…

Vampire by darknessincarnate21, literature

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Vampire

Vampire A living oxymoron An immortal Or a corpse? A bringer of death Or a savior of life? A curse Or a blessing? On the brink of death And saved by a vampire's bite Becoming free of disease and natural death At the prime of your life And having it taken by a vampire Dropped into the abnormal darkness To be a living human Blind to the beauty of the world And ignorant to the problems Or a vampire Able to see our faults Able to understand the true meaning of things So which is it better to be? Human or vampire Always aging to a final death Or living forever without worry Surviving in ignorance Or existing in understandi

Hole In The World by darknessincarnate21, literature

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Hole In The World

Drifting off in a dream But really trapped in a nightmare This is me A boy lost in the fog Is it depression or insanity? No idea Am I just confused? Don't know But what I do know is It's getting harder to hide Makes me think I'm a Phoenix My older self dying And a newer self rising But I'm not No matter how many times I change I'm still the same No disguise can hide me Yet, the outer beauty of the Phoenix is incomparable A shimmering idol of immortality While the inside dark The uniqueness of itself devastating The fear of being alone overwhelming This is how I am the Phoenix I cannot hide behind my bright eyes Or my

Falling Through The World by darknessincarnate21, literature

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Falling Through The World

Lying on his back Eyes to the sky He only sees the darkness And not the light scattered by Chains of grief Drive him back Keeping him against the wall Showing him no slack But he fights anyways Fights against the chains That hold him tightly Keeping him restrained Pulling against the chains His arms tearing from his shoulders Unaware that It's getting colder and colder No screams escape his lips He refuses to give in The tears begin to flow But he won't let it win Biting his lip The blood starts to flow And his eyes wince As the feeling starts to go But no calls for help Echo from his pain His eyes strain to focus A

'In Life and Death' S-1 by darknessincarnate21, literature

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'In Life and Death' S-1

They began again. The visions, the voices, the faces. They all came back to me in such a hard way that I felt a fourteen-wheeler had just slammed into me. I sat on the floor in the corner, tears flowing down my face. The people in my head yelled at me, laughed at me, downgraded me. Denise was on her knees, her hand on my shoulders, attempting to calm me down with soothing words. I could not hear them, though. The voices of my victims echoed through my brain continuously. I rocked back and forth, my arms wrapped around my knees. I did not blink, I did not say a word. The only sounds that came from me where the whines slipping through my clen

Destined by darknessincarnate21, literature

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Destined

I sit in the darkness of my fears Unsure of what there is for me While dreaming is no use And lies are all I hear and see I thought I was the captain here Of this boat that I called life I guess I'm not the one to steer Just the one to take the strife Unsure of what will lie ahead Wonder if I will live on Or will I lay on my back dead While the band plays pretty songs My body's worn My mind is tired Can't seem to understand Why everyone's a liar If this isn't for me What's out there then? If I cant find my place I might as well be dead Nothing…is ever carved in stone Nothing…is ever for sure But I still sit here alone D

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Shattered Time by ColourBlhind, literature

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Shattered Time

Sand threw a broken hourglass, Time in the violent winds, Ever changing and shifting, With every grain that falls, Another peice of my being, Has reached a premature death, They seem to multiply, All the grains of sand crowding my memory, Making an album of pictures, That I never want to see, After not lashing out, To all those who made my life hell, The sand still gathered, It never washed away, And eventually came over my mind, And stripped the senses, From a human filled with a lack of feeling, Of life and feeling, Just because the hourglass was beyond repair, So I'm forever lost in the empty dunes of warped time

Scent of Death by ColourBlhind, literature

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Scent of Death

I've fed on creatures like you before, I had no where else to go, Take me all the way, Your blood peircing into my mouth, Cursing through my body, Your life is dying and I breathe in your death, Your fingers slip into mine, You beg for your life, Intertwined beings, You gasp for your last breath, I'm the last thing your eyes will see, The final thing your fingers will touch, The last thing you will know, You will know my scent, The scent of eternal sleep, Your hand looses its grip as you loose your grip on life, I watch your eyes die and I feel my body live

Winter by cedamsoir, literature

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Winter

Silence It's all I can hear Skies of grey All I can see There's nothing No reason to come back Not to me, even though There was no reason to leave Such beauty, A surface decietful But oh so Unintentionally White It covers the ground And all that was there is now crushed underneath A false sense of security We delude our minds to believe Taught to have faith To leave our dreams to Fate But I know better And you, You are the Winter Except this time there's no hope For an end to the despair Love, How can it exsist in a cold world That only knows How to break and tear? I can't be sure I have the right state of mi

-Ganz Alleine- by xPhantom-Angelx, literature

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-Ganz Alleine-

German: Ganz alleine... Verdreht hier in den Schatten. Die Farbe von Hochrot. Abdeckungen up meinen Anblick... Ablehnung übernimmt. Sterbe ich wirklich? Ist sie wirklich rüber? Ca. erklären mir! Ich heule alleine. Keine Entdeckungen hoffen ich. Wünschend bin ich tot, wenn ich aufwecke. Ich heule ein betrübtes Lied. Verkünden des Todes eines Unschuldigs. Ich sterbe alleine... Kälte übernimmt. Heißwasser wird gegangen. Das Blut verliert seine hochrote Sinneslust. Wie ich für dort sein möchte mehr. Mein kleiner Körper, kaum bewegend. Mir, bin mir erklärend dumm, möglicherweise bin ich, möglicherweise b

Tears by ElvishPrincess, literature

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Tears

Tears By: Ash 6-18-04 Sitting quietly Heart begins to pound Throat gets tight Each breath is harder to take All emotions begin to show Sadness, pain This feeling has become too familiar You close your eyes and everything lets go You hang you head and it begins to fall Leaving it's trail upon your cheek As the tears of your true emotions flow like a stream Gently kissing your cheek you look back up He says he loves you one last time And before you can say anything, he leaves Gone forever

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Unknown Love by darknessincarnate21, literature

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Current Residence: Virginia
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Operating System: Um...the computer?
Personal Quote: Honor is what matters. Til the end. Doing what's right, that matters. Nothing else.

Favourite Movies

The Last Samurai

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Smile Empty Soul

Favourite Writers

Shakespeare and Stephen King...haha great combo

Favourite Games

GTA 3 (I dont have many games)

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PS2

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Pen/Pencil...Composition Book...

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Writing, Watching Movies, Music, BUFFY/ANGEL

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darknessincarnate21

Aug 9, 2004

hmmm

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fuck i hate this shit, really do u ppl know how hard it is to find out u love the girl that's been close to you for so long? then have her tell u she likes ur friend? its horrible...its a knife cutting ur heart out. its something NO ONE should go through. but it's something I went through. she doesnt read this, ever...in fact i tried to get her to read a song i wrote for her and she couldnt even do that...oh well i guess. but it fuckin sucks. i love the girl more than i liked the first one...sarah...pfft, shes nothing now. SHE's everything. i would give up so much for her, i cant tell you what i'd do. but im obviously not her "type"...i d

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darknessincarnate21

Aug 7, 2004

and be a simple...kind of man

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i got the shinedown cd again today, but the one w/ the bonus songs on it...i got it just for the "simple man" remake by them, but the 45 acoustic version is beautiful. i also got my nirvana "the greatest hits" cd today...i used to have it then i kinda broke it by accident, lol... Simple Man   by Lynyrd Skynyrd   Remake by Shinedown (OWNAGE) Mama told me, when I was young Come sit beside me, my only son And listen closely, to what I say. And if you do this It will help you some sunny day. Ohh take your time... Don't live too fast, Troubles will come, and they will pass. Go find a woman and you'll find love, And don't forget son,

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darknessincarnate21

Aug 5, 2004

hmmm..

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ok some things r better...its been a while since they've been but yeah. me and A. are friends again. im losing more weight too. lol. im tryin to make myself look as good as i can next yr. i cant take being alone again. i at least want to TRY and get a date for homecoming. and i believe my success ratio will become higher if i look better...wow what a notion aye? haha, but if not, oh bloody well. wont be a first, ya know? loneliness is nothing but a comfortable, yet viral disease to me now. sometimes its nice to me. yet sometimes it grips me hard...tighter...almost to death. but yeah. I waited for you I died inside my own head And I'd die a

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WaltinaChan

Sep 28, 2009

Amy Lee in Evanescence made a really cool version of Heart Shaped Box too.

Finkels

May 31, 2008

DID YOU BECOME AN HERO?
GOOD CHOICE.

nice artwork

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xladyaprilx

Nov 14, 2004

I love Kurt Cobain, no naturally I clicked on your Avatar. I really dig your page! I have a friend in that moved to Williamsburg, and I noticed that you were there too. Neato.

I'm

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shaped box for weeks...

xladyaprilx

Nov 14, 2004

no = so. I hate typos.

sweetfire

Aug 13, 2004

tis nice to know there are other people that live in williamsburg with talent other than shopping

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